I laugh when you act like you don't care what I have to say.. Really it hurts I have grown used to the fact that most people are uninterested in what I have to say. Its fine. Whenever I get excited about something these days I hide it...for some reason it bothers you for me to find such joy out of the things I do. This has been pushed on me for far to long. I even do it to myself. Why would you do that to someone? To make them feel inadequate is just wrong on so many levels. I deal with every little thing and its fine until its not. This is something that stems back to childhood; not being able to find a common ground, trying to hide joy from some things because others think it is overdramatic, and just straight up being told no one cares. Its something I live with everyday the wounds that you cant see that haunt me.