The morning after I found that I have been wasting my time....Not as intense of a depression feel. I realize I probably should have seen it coming a mile away. But I know your eyes sometimes just don't want to see the truth no matter how crystal clear it is. I thought we were good but we are not. Your just looking for a young thing to replenish your youth that you feel to being leaving you. That's not me. You were replenishing my confidence until you leached it away as quickly as you helped build it. The worst is now I am going to have to live with you like nothing ever happened. Your questions as to why will never be answered my questions wont be either.