For the girl that knows this song hits a little too close to home. This song has gotten me through a lot...The happy upbeat song betrays the darker lyrics. In many ways this song is my life. I can honestly say that people misread my moods...I could be happy with someone asking me why so sad... I can be ready to actually kill myself and everyone think I am truly happy. When they discover the truth they ask why. This is one of those times when why has a thousand answers. Why not only has one FAMILY. These people who love me sometimes seem like the only ones out there who will ever truly love me. Understanding is not their strong suit and they love to invalidate my feelings or project issues from their lives onto me. As crazy as it sounds these are the only people in life who are with me.